sounds FUCKING fantastic right now.
Sleeping Awake
ever get that feeling that you're still dreaming, even though you're awake... and you can't wake up??
Perpetual Disconnect
this might be a far more accurate description of my mental state. i am disconnected from reality. so i hide on the web.
So Surreal...
i'm a little at a loss as to what to feel. i'm overwhelmed. i'm calm. i'm in a daze. i'm ecstatic (fanmail! wee!) i'm exhausted. i'm in pain. i'm still a tad sick. i'm frustrated. i'm anxious. i'm lonely. i'm content to be lonely. all in all... mostly just ... surreal.