Grant's facebook status put it best. "simple pleasures. very simple some days." "like choking someone?" "yes. like choking someone. that would be a simple pleasure." Every single thing is pissing me the fuck off today. I want people to go fuck themselves and leave me alone. Wish the world would blow up or something.
I am beside myself in irritation. Moving. Childbirth. Healthcare. Money. Utter bullshit. I want to close my eyes and make the world just go away. I would just love to go to Tibet or something and lock myself away in some sort of monastery to spend the rest of my days in quiet contemplation of the universe. Vow of silence. Just give me satellite internet and I'm golden.
Kicked the cat today. Yelled at Serenity. I said I was sorry to both. Hope she understood. I'm pretty sure the cat didn't, but he'll get over it. Fuck, even online people are pissing me off. Enablers. Enablers of enablers. Horny asshats. Needy ones at that. Social hauntings. God people suck. Why do I need social interaction? I end up hating it every time.
You know... the world in my head is SO much more interesting...